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I am a submissive woman. I find pleasure, joy, and
fulfillment from being submissive to another in a loving
relationship. I am not weak, or stupid. I am a strong woman, with
firm views and a clear concept of what I want out of my life. I do
not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength.
I look to my loving Master for guidance and
protection, for never am I more complete than when he is with me.
I know that he will protect my body, my mind, and my soul with his
strength and wisdom. He is everything to me, as I am everything to
him. His touch awakens me and his thoughts free me. Only in
serving him do I find complete freedom and joy.
His punishments are harsh, but I accept them
thankfully, knowing that he has my bests interests always formost
in his mind. If he desires my body for pleasure, I shall joyfully
give it to him, and take pleasure myself from knowing that I have
brought him happiness. However, the pleasure of the flesh is but
one facet of any relationship. The love, the trust and sharing,
the words spoken and felt, those are all parts of this
relationship.
My body is his, and if he says I am beautiful,
then I am. No matter what I look like to others, I am beautiful in
his eyes, and because of that I hold my head high...for who can
tell me that my Master is wrong in seeing the beauty in me? If he
says I am his princess, then I am that...regal and graceful, and
if I see laughter at me in the eyes of others, I do not recognize
it, for who are they to call my Master wrong? If he says I am his
toy, his slut, his tramp, then I am that...as wanton and dirty as
he wants me to be, and if others do not see this, then it is they
who are blind, not my Master.
My mind is his, to expand, to explore, to know as
only he can. I have no secrets from him...for secrets are a thing
that would keep me from being more perfectly his. Secrets would
put a wall up between my Master and myself...and I do not want
walls. His lessons are not always ones I would seek on my own, but
they are lessons he has decided I need, and so I learn from him.
My soul is his, as bare to his touch as ever my
skin could be when I kneel naked at his feet. Never a moment goes
by when I do not feel his presence, be he miles away or standing
over me. If I were to ever displease him, his displeasure would be
a blow to my soul, worse punishment than any lashes could be. The
anguish of my soul that I feel when I disappiont him is harder to
bear than the physical anguish I feel when his belt caresses me
with fire.
I spend my days knowing that the energy and
thought he puts into our relationship is as much for my benefit as
for his, and look forward to each lovingly crafted scene that we
do together. His part is much harder than mine, and I know this
and am grateful that he cares enough about me to spend his time
and energy so freely on me. I have the easier job: to feel, to
experience, to let myself go and abandon everything to him. I am
his pleasure and his responsibility, and he takes both seriously.
I am a submissive woman. I am proud to call myself
that. My submission is a gift that I do not give lightly, and can
only be given to one who can appreciate that gift and return it
tenfold. Only to he who has that strength will I give myself
fully, because I am strong and proud. I am a submissive woman.
Author Unknown
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