The two
letters had sat there in her mail, unopened since
yesterday, taunting her, arousing her curiosity, and
magnifying her deepening sense of His possession. The
first letter was entitled "Instructions #1 -- To be
opened Sunday at 8:30 a.m." The second was entitled
"Instructions #2 -- To be opened Sunday at 8:37
a.m.???"
She fidgeted as the clock marked the minutes as they
crawled by. 8:17. 8:20. Why had she signed on so
early? She tried, to no avail, to occupy her mind
reading other mail. 8:24. The minutes dragged by
interminably slowly. 8:27. 8:28. 8:29.
She felt the hunger gnawing at her...both types of
hunger. Hunger from the fasting he had ordered last
night, which began at 6:00 p.m., and hunger to know,
and be known by, Him, to serve and be used by Him.
Quaking, she double-clicked to open the first email,
precisely at 8:30, to read:
"slave,
"If you are unwilling to commit and submit your being
to me, delete letter #2 unopened. If you agree to
surrender everything to me, then you have permission
to open #2 at the appropriate time. Stay online. Close
your Buddy List. Block all IMs but mine. Strip
totally, and stay that way until you are given further
instructions. Then sit back down to think.
"While you are considering, sit up straight in your
chair, with feet flat on the floor and legs spread
wide. Place your hands in your lap, palms up. Do not
smoke. Do not turn on the radio or TV. Do not move
from that position. Do not touch the keyboard or move
the mouse. In the passing moments, think very
seriously about what you will do. you know what I will
expect of you. you know how I will use you. you know
there will be no negotiation, no further discussion.
Make sure you are absolutely certain of your decision,
whatever it may be. It is irrevocable."
The letter was unsigned.
She left his letter there on the screen and read and
re-read it as she prepared herself as He had
commanded. She felt no hesitation. There was no doubt
in her mind, even though she knew what he would
command of her. He left no question in her mind that
she faced a servitude of degradation and intensity
beyond that which even she could conjure. Only her
eyes moved, as they bounced back and forth between his
letter and the computer clock. There was no hesitation
in her heart as she waited, uncharacteristically calm
and peaceful, for the passage of time.
At 8:37, her right hand moved, seemingly in slow
motion, toward the mouse to open the second letter.
"slave,
From this moment on, you are Mine."
And it was signed "Master"
His IM magically appeared on her screen.
Master: Immediately go empty your bladder. Piss for
your Master. Do not wipe your cunt.
slave: i have no need, Sir.. i went to the bathroom
just before i signed on a few minutes ago.
Master: Did I ask if you had a "need"? I said PISS
NOW. Do not answer me until you return. And do not
return until you have pissed.
Dazed, she arose from her chair and made her way into
the bathroom. She quickly drank a glass of water and
concentrated on the sound of the running tap.
Amazingly, her body complied. She unconsciously
reached for the toilet paper but stopped herself
before the paper touched her body. She dropped it into
the toilet as though it were on fire, flushed, and
hurried back to the computer.
slave: i have returned, Sir.
Master: you call me Sir. Not Master?
slave: May i speak freely, Sir?
Master: Yes.
slave: this slave would wish to be kneeling before you
when i say that the first time, please?
Master: Granted.
slave: ::quaking:: Thank you Sir.
Master: Better. Thank you. How did it feel to piss for
your Master? How did it feel to know that even your
most basic human needs are under my control?
slave: it felt very freeing, Sir. Thank you.
Master: I hope you enjoyed it. Remember the feeling.
Savor it. Before you feel it again, you will have to
beg for it. I'll warn you...It will be hours from now.
slave: Yes, Sir.
Master: Now. In 15 minutes michelle will call for you.
She will come in and inspect you again, choose what
you are to wear and how you are to wear it, and
deliver a little something i have for you. Do you have
the liter of water I instructed you to buy?
slave: Yes Sir.
Master: Get it now and start drinking. It must be
empty before michelle arrives.
slave: May i be excused for a moment Sir?
Master: Yes.
slave: i have returned to you Sir.
Master: Instead of having you drive here, i am going
to require that you take the train. michelle will take
you to the train station and will buy a one-way ticket
for you. michelle will have another liter of water
with her, which you will take with you on the train.
you are not permitted to bring anything else with you.
you will get on the train and are not given permission
to speak with anyone. you are not permitted to go to
the bathroom until i say, including during the train
ride, which will take 2 hours and 25 minutes to Union
Station in LA.
Master: When you arrive in LA, there will be a limo
driver waiting for you with a sign saying SW, which,
of course, means "Stephen's whore." Identify yourself
as such to him. Those words exactly, no more, no less.
When you get into the limousine, you will begin to
drink the liter of water that michelle will give you,
and you will have it completely gone by the time you
arrive at my home. Since I'm sure you don't know how
long it will take, I would suggest that you drink
quickly. You do not want to know the consequences if
you haven't finished it.
Her eyes followed his every word as they appeared on
the screen, drinking slowly, directly from the liter
bottle. She was stunned at the change in him. There
was no playfulness, there was nothing but total and
absolute demand and control. He continued:
Master: The train ride may be a bit uncomfortable,
especially toward the end. But I assure you, it will
be nothing compared to the limo ride. I wonder if you
will be wetter from piss or from desire, when I
finally take you.
Master: When the driver reaches my home, you will
immediately go to the back door, disrobe completely,
and put everything in the locking box you will find
there. Inside this box will be a note with further
instructions. Good bye.
And he was gone.
She glanced at the clock and was shocked to realize
she had only 5 minutes to finish drinking half of the
liter of water. She tipped the bottle, drank as
quickly as she safely could without retching, and
waited for michelle's arrival.
She swilled the last dribble of water as she heard the
knock on her door. michelle was as warm and endearing
as the first time they had met, and she was grateful
for a friendly face to send her off to her new
reality.
"Let's get you ready. Train leaves in 45 minutes. You
finished with the water?"
She blushed, knowing that michelle was aware of the
task she had been given. "Yes, it's all gone."
"Good. To the bedroom, then, and kneel on the floor,
leaning over the bed. Spread your ass cheeks wide."
She complied, knowing that the instructions had
originated with her Master. She felt fingers exploring
her, an almost sterile, medical, cold examination. She
felt a long slender probe being inserted into her and
taped in place so that it could not be removed. A long
rubber tube extended from it and was wrapped around
her body. The black rubber compression bulb at the end
of the tubing was taped between her breasts. michelle
brushed cold fingers against her right nipple very
intentionally as she gave the bulb three quick
squeezes. She felt the plug jump to life deep within
her as it started to expand and stretch her from
within.
"You are to squeeze this bulb completely ONCE every 30
minutes between now and the time you arrive at
Master's. He will take your ass today, and it will
hurt. This will help to prepare you, but you and i
both know it's going to increase your need to go to
the bathroom. You don't want to hurt his cock with an
ass that is too tight."
michelle continued her inspection, looking closely for
any sign of cunt hair. "Oh this is not good. you
missed a spot. But i bet you won't do that again,
after He gets through with you." She trembled at the
words and fear darkened her heart.
michelle went to her closet and pulled out one dress
after another. "Ah.. this is perfect." She removed an
ankle-length black batik print dress, designed with
buttons from the neckline to the hem. However, fewer
than half of those buttons were fastened when michelle
was done dressing her. Black thigh high stockings and
5" pumps completed the ensemble.
michelle reached for the cosmetic bag that lay on the
vanity. She took lipstick and rouged the nipples that
threatened to escape from the half-buttoned dress. She
caught her reflection in the mirror. She looked like,
and felt like, the whore Stephen wanted her to become.
Her eyes caught michelle's and they smiled at each
other.
Neither spoke during the drive to the train station.
When they arrived, michelle stopped the car, handed
her the water bottle, smiled a knowing smile and drove
away.
They were calling her departure as she watched
michelle pull way. She hurried along the platform,
feeling the intrusive plug jostle inside her as she
climbed the stairs into the last car of the train. Her
hips swayed down the aisle as she found an empty seat
in the rear of the car. She noticed the glances, some
admiring, some accusatory. Her dress parted to reveal
soft inner thighs as she slid across the cool leather
seat to lean against the window.
The train ride was a blur. Her desire and consuming
need to serve him obliterated all other thoughts from
her mind. The rhythmic motion of the train sent
tremors through her, as the fabric brushed against her
nipples and vibrations teased deep inside her. She
obediently gauged the time and pumped the bulb once
every 30 minutes, moaning softly with the growing and
insistent pressure in her virgin ass. Not virgin for
long, she thought to herself.
The first hour of the ride passed before her mind
registered the need to relieve herself. She squirmed
and adjusted herself in the seat, determined to take
her mind off her need. Each stop seemed to take
longer... Oceanside... San Clemente... The passengers
came and went, providing only momentary distractions
and entertainment. She was truly alone with her
thoughts and the needs that her Master had created
within her. She was hungry from his order to fast. She
needed to pee but knew that wasn't an option. Other
needs, deeper, darker, filled her as well.
With each passing mile, her struggle deepened along
with her submission. She had relinquished control of
her self to him, and she was determined not to
disappoint him with this first challenge.
The steel wheels of the train seemed to sing "pissnow
pissnow pissnow" as the distance closed and she closed
her eyes, attempting to sleep away the growing urge.
She set her watch to awaken her in 30 minutes. Another
30 minutes, another squeeze of the bulb, and even more
pressure against her bladder.
She toyed with the full bottle of water, knowing that
even another ounce could create a great deal of
embarassment and shame. She stared at the label.. one
liter.. 33.8 fluid ounces. She did the math and
calculated that she would have consumed a full gallon
of water before she reached her Master. She groaned to
herself and tried to get into her "business meeting"
head, psyching herself to last until she was permitted
to relieve herself.
The train slowed and pulled into Union Station, and
she was forced to move with the herd of passengers
disembarking at the destination. Each step magnified
the dual pressures building in her.
Her eyes scanned the few people waiting at the
station, and she smiled at the happy cries of "Daddy"
and the passionate reunions of lovers. Her eye caught
a driver holding a discrete sign "SW", and she made
her way across the station to begin the next portion
of her journey. She stepped up to him, forced her
voice to portray a confidence she did not feel, held
her head high, thrust her breasts forward, and
announced, "i'm Stephen's whore."
"Would you like to stop to freshen up, or perhaps get
something to drink before we go?" The question was
innocent enough, but the smart-assed smirk on the
driver's face told her there was nothing innocent
about it. She felt his gaze undressing her, and
watched in horror as the driver reached between her
breasts to give the bulb a hearty squeeze, then fondle
each breast momentarily for good measure. She calmly
said "No thank you, i'm quite fine. Shall we?" He
nodded and led the way to the waiting limo.
She situated herself on the right side of the limo and
nestled against the door, trying to make herself as
inconspicuous and comfortable as possible. The driver
lowered the security panel, looked in the rear view
mirror, and shook his head slowly. "No. It has been
directed that you sit in the middle of the seat. Take
your place, and i'll help you with your seat belt."
He opened the door as she slid over to the middle of
the seat. Her dress parted further, barely covering
her. Before she was able to adjust it, the driver had
placed the seat belt around her and cinched it tight,
tighter, as tight as it possibly could go against her
stomach. He closed and locked the door, resumed his
seat behind the wheel, adjusted the mirror slightly to
improve the view, grinned, and pulled away.
"So how much do you cost? How much is he paying for
you? Hey when he's done with you I might know somebody
who'd like you. You do this for a living? How long
have you been turning tricks?" The questions were
incessant. So was her silence, as she tried hard to
ignore him.
She looked at the as-yet-unopened bottle of water and
focused on her need to please him. She recentered
herself, twisted off the cap, and began to drink. She
wanted to pace herself, not drink too soon, but be
certain to have it all gone by the time she was
delivered at her Master's door. She lifted the bottle
to her lips, tilted her head, thought of his cock
there soon, and began to drink.
The gods were on her side. She finished the bottle
only 4 minutes before the driver pulled into the
driveway of a white stucco house with green shutters.
She felt faint from the urgent need to pee and was
terrified that she would not make it to the door
without losing control of herself.
The driver got out, opened the door, and released the
seat belt. He gave the bulb one more squeeze for good
measure, and she flashed him a full view of her cunt
as she stepped, as gracefully as possible given her
condition, out of the limo. She strode toward her
destiny and made her way to the back door of her
Master's home. Obeying her earlier directions, she
shed her shoes, dress and stockings, stored them in
the box, and reached in to get her further
instructions.
Trembling, she opened the envelope to find a set of
three-ended nipple clamps and a letter. She read,
"After you have stripped naked and put everything in
the box, lock the padlock, turn the dial one full turn
and leave it at "0". Attach one clamp to each nipple
and fasten it as tight as you can stand it. Leave the
third clamp dangling free for now. I'm sure we'll find
some use for it eventually.
"you will see that my back door has been modified, at
some expense and difficulty, especially for you. Turn
around...you'll see i've installed a doggie door. From
this point on, this is how you ... and <U>only</U>
you, not the others... will enter my home. you will
crawl, ass first, and go through the door backwards
until your neck is even with the door itself. you will
stay there, on all fours, with your knees spread about
2' apart. you will wait there in that position until
your presence is acknowledged.
Enter now."
She attached the clamps and an involuntary soft moan
escaped her lips as yet another stimulation was placed
on her senses. She lowered herself to the porch and
began to back through the door. She nearly yelped as
the free end of the clamps caught between the slats of
the porch. The humiliation and indignity of this pose
blazed through her, yet she knew that her cunt was
moist and glistening.
The doggie position seemed to momentarily relieve the
incessant pressure of her bladder, but that relief was
shortlived. "Pump three times," His voice commanded
through the door. She obeyed, nearly fainting with the
girth that was steadily expanding her, stretching her,
preparing her for his claim.
"Do you need anything slave?"
"Yes Sir"
"And what, may I ask, do you *think* you need?"
"i need you Sir."
"Ahhhh, the politically correct answer. Let me phrase
it another way. Do you need to piss, slave?"
"Yes Sir."
"Yes, I'm sure you do slave. How was the ride, slave?"
His words followed painfully long moments of silence..
moments filled with dread and desire.
"It was long and very difficult, Sir. But i am very
glad that i am here Sir."
"Did you enjoy displaying your cunt to the driver? Did
you enjoy his questions? Do you feel like the whore
that he thinks you are?"
"Yes Sir.. No Sir.. Yes Sir.. please Sir, may i go to
the bathroom?" He heard the urgency in her voice and
He laughed that very evil laugh that had come to bring
her such delight. He waited for a few moments before
he spoke again. She squirmed in agony, only her will
and His command controlling her body.
"you want to piss, slave?"
"Yes Sir, pleeeeease??"
"Not yet, slave. Tighten your left clamp." She obeyed.
"And the right one.. we would not want you feeling off
balance, now, would we?" Again, she complied.
"Done Sir."
"you move quickly. you must be motivated to hurry
toward something. I would imagine that you really need
to piss, don't you slave?"
"Yes Sir."
"Then count to 100, and then beg me to be allowed to
piss."
She had never counted so rapidly in her life. He
noticed the speed with which she completed her task
and commended her on it.. with the exception that he
didn't hear her say 42. "Start over... slowly this
time, slave."
"One. Two. Three." The words were formed deliberately,
slowly and well pronounced so that he would have no
question that she had complied with his order....
"ninety-eight, ninety-nine, ONE HUNDRED. Sir.. may i
please PLEASE <FONT COLOR="#000000" SIZE=4>PLEASE
<FONT COLOR="#000000" SIZE=3>be allowed to go to the
bathroom?"
"slave, did i say beg to 'go to the bathroom'?"
"Yes Sir."
"Were those my words exactly, slave?"
"No Sir."
"What did I say then?"
"You said "beg to piss Sir... PLEASE may i be allowed
to piss, Sir?"
"Ah yes, better. I do believe that *is* what i
said.... Okay, piss."
"Sir? Here???? Now?????" Her voice conveyed the utter
humilation and shame of such a prospect.
"Piss, slave. Now." She had no way of knowing that he
had placed a bucket beneath her, carefully centered to
catch that which she released. "And know that you will
lap the floor up if necessary. Do you STILL want to
piss, slave?"
Sobbing, she replied, "i must Sir... please ... i'm
sorrrrrryyyyyyyyy..." and with that wail, she released
all that she had held for him. She emptied herself and
in doing so, released anything that she held back from
him.
The sting of the crop jolted her, and she shook with
the mutual pleasure of pissing her bladder and the
intense pain of the crop. Over and over, first the
right side and then the left.. until, muted, through
the door, she heard the words she had longed to hear.
"Come for your Master, slave."
The myriad of swirling sensations.. the pain, the joy
at being relieved, the humilation, the command..
overtook her, and her body wretched as an overwhelming
orgasm shook her to her very soul. She cared not that
she spilled. She cared not that she was degraded and
humilated beyond words. Her body sought only release.
She felt a hand wiping her cunt, then reaching for the
free end of the clamp. It claimed her clit as he
claimed her soul. Pulling it, he drew her inside, all
the way through the door.
She knelt before him, still sobbing, gazed at him and
said, "Thank you Master."
"Quite an interesting beginning, don't you think,
slave???"